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Thursday, January 1, 2015When darkness turns to light, 2014 ends tonight.I've had the luxury of overspilling some of my stupidity from 2014 to 2015. How do we summarize the entire year in a single post? Something is bound to get undocumented, and the ones documented would be done in an arguably improper way. (I don't know about you but that sounds like an agenda which'll lead to half-fucked outcomes. Taking me years to realise lol.) But...... I guess I'm not obliged to make readers (or even my future self) feel and extreme sense of vividness of my very own memories. So....... ya. Academics: 2014, you fucking got me into an institution so I could resume with my studies and then you kicked me right out. Thank God (for the lack of a better expression) I'm still allowed to sit for my first year exams (because UOL is a separate entity from SIM). Why is it so tough to stay in school...? This 'punishment' seems pretty harsh whenever I consider comparing myself to a handful of other people around me. Let's just say, after having met them and their stories, they've helped me conclude that they do not deserve a spot. (I constantly fail to sense even a single ounce of their 'hustle') But I guess it's how things go in this world, and if different kinds of obstacles unfairly present themselves to us lot, who're aiming towards the same destination, we'll just have to learn to accept our luck (or lack thereof). Fuck me. Opportunities are scarce and while I cling on to this chance of doing a fairly good first year exam, I'll continue to pay the price for my naiveté back in JC. i.e. my thumbs are sucked nearly dry, but they should be able to last for the rest of my life. (Y) City Venture 2014: To the CV committee, you guys made me feel alive during the few short months we had to work towards a common goal. I've utterly forgotten how it feels like to be constantly alert when you're heavily involved in the progression of conducting an event and spearheading plans towards success. Considering the amount of gratitude I've compiled over time, to show to these people, I ironically ran out of ways to put more words together after a few Instagram captions towards the comm. (Am just gonna assume they know how appreciative I truly am for their existence.) Work: Also very grateful that TCK's never been an issue for me. Despite the constant change in TCK colleagues, I'd always be motivated enough to adapt to the atmosphere. The people there made it way easier. Best part-time and full-time job eva! Well I guess these 3 above were really what pushed me and ensured my momentum literally stayed on during the past year. Pity there's only so much I could think of saying right now. I mean look at my momentum now. Every para only diminishes in size lol. Brain.. Going.. Obsolete.. Soon. K. Luvvit. Bai. |
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