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Tuesday, February 14, 2012 When encore is due. Just re-reading my blog post on the 10th of April 2011. :) Sunday, February 12, 2012 Trying without wings. That point in time when you say enough is enough. But that's all it is. Talk. Walking is so fucking hard if talking's all you've ever been doing. Trying's a good thing but it's almost always never enough. Once you mention 'try' you'll get all kinds of judgement. Cause you don't have to try when in prejudice. It comes too naturally. Lol... Trying. It's only good if you eventually get a break through. I'm trying here guys. Trying. Saturday, February 11, 2012 I cannot tankgst already. Loving how The Fray's Look After You never ever seems to get old. Heh. Hello you. Thanks for coming here for a read. Been on an update-hiatus ever since the new year. Guess that sorta explains how much I'm actually enjoying my post-ORD days. Which is a good thing. But you know how they always say too much of a good thing is always bad. Alas, it is true. I'm caught in pretty much a dilemma academically. And all the enjoyment ain't really helping me out in making the right decision. All that compilation of hunger for the need to study has been somewhat expended onto the first few phases of revision. The good thing is that I feel really absorbent towards my notes. Like I'm sponge and knowledge is water. The bad thing? Is the fact that I obviously need fucking alot of water. And the perseverance to actually stay under the running tap much longer. Sigh @ studies cerealously. Why can't I just move on just like everybody else. Gotten over the disappointment a long time ago. But failure is failure. It'll always be a scar in your memory. Fuck thoughts that bring you in retrospect and its effects. On another note. Life at home hasn't really been that easy either. I hate the fact that some people always feel like they're the only one carrying the family financially. Life hasn't exactly been a bed of roses especially after ORD simply because it's the time when the government stops giving me tax-payer's money. This, inevitably means I earn much less around here, which somehow also means I'm inferior, good-for-nothing, just-a-hotel-guest and pretty much a prick at home. Fuck short-term opinions. Fuck the inability to see long-term achievements. Fuck the fact that this actually demoralizes the shit out of me. And fuck the fact that life still goes on and I just have to do something about it whilst being under fire every single mafaking day. Come on man. It's not like I'm jobless. I just earn much less compared to army. And yes I've ORD-ed, of course I look happier compared to you. -.- Oh wow. Look at that rant. Lol. A couple of months of keeping it in = one paragraph in a couple of minutes. Fuck proportionality. I obviously am not doing really well in life. Lol. One-sided posts ftw guys. And I'm feeling kinda hungry now anyway.. so... yeah. This is really bad. Angst doesn't really do you any good. It just blows small things out of proportion. (Which in this case I would say, 'Fuck disproportionality'.) Wish some day more people would realize we can really make-do with far less angst... But, I personally think wishing is always never enough. Because faith, definitely isn't my forte. Time to end abruptly.
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