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Sunday, August 30, 2009 Wah ownzzzz already. (12:12 PM) Saturday, August 29, 2009 Now I know why it's a store and more. "You this year JC2 ah boy?" "Yeah haha" "When exam?" "Oh. My prelim this monday.. A levels this year loh." "Wah so fast ah? Going to 4 years pass already leh. I still rmb you last time still sec 3 come here buy things." "4 years alr meh?? We like never talk for that long what. I feel like is last year only I come buy things what. Where got sec 3 that time??" "Really lah. Aiyah I rmb you wear your Peirce uniform yellow colour." "Hahaha...... Eh... Ya ah. Wah your memory not bad siah." "Of course lah down here only a few regular customer only sure can remember one." "Not sian meh your job? Why don't want change?" "I work here 6 years already know so many people so I don't mind. You study hard ah next time get good job don't be like aunty." "Eh cannot say like that lah your job not bad what. I studying hard but really damn stress leh aunty." "Really so stress ah? But nvm lah at least can go JC. My son poly only. That time I scold him cuz I want him go JC then can faster go Uni." "Poly oso can go Uni one what. JC oso don't mean confirm go Uni." "Ya ya True lah. But you cannot waste it ah. Go JC die die must go Uni. You study so hard already if never go in very sayang one. Aunty will cry you know. I see you 4 years already leh." "HAHAHAHA Wah aunty cannot cry lah. Is I should cry more why you cry for hahaha. K K I will study harder dun worry. :)" "K you say one ah. After get results faster come here buy things then tell aunty your results. I want to know." "Ok ok can no problem. :)" If you survive the flamboyant Singlish, give yourself two pats on the back. This is the aunty who works at 7-11 two blocks away from my house. This is the aunty I always talk to when I decide, once a fortnight, to buy two packets of potato chips and one carton of milk. This is the aunty who never fails to smile to me, and whom I never fail to smile to. The feeling's mutual guys. We may be strangers. But I guess everyone just wants to see success. Be it his/her own or other's. Failure's not an option amongst happy people. Failure can make people cry. So what're you waiting for? Get your own aunty today. What great motivation they can be. (1:37 AM) Monday, August 24, 2009 Reality Check. Exactly a week to prelims. And if I were to take papers tomorrow, I'd be so fucked. Knowing that time's flying. I ought to fly higher. But just when I thought I'm finally over with track, it's coming back to haunt me. Fucking Track camp report and Yearbook report.. And the deadline's during prelims. NICE. Life's getting worse each day. (Well at least for this period.) Because all the little things that make you happy, don't really stay. And all the little things that you thought make you happy, are merely just that. I've never felt satisfaction in a long time. I'm hungry. (12:33 AM) Friday, August 21, 2009 One HA too many. Today I laughed damn hard. I want to laugh damn hard again. I want to laugh damn hard everyday. But that's damn hard. CB I need more medicine. The kind doctors don't provide. Sunday, August 16, 2009 Nothing new. Today I had a whole free day. Went down to study at 10am. Fell asleep from 11 - 1. And then got chased out when I woke up cuz it's a Sunday and there's too many bloody aunties with groceries who wants sundaes and cheese burgers and fries. Decided to go home first. Then go back down again. But of course. Knowing me. I never came back down. Here I am. Watching videos on youtube and feeling guilty at the same time. Yet I still can't get my fucking ass off this seat and flip through pages. I feel psychologically inclined. It's hard to do what I need to do. It's always easier to do what I want to do. Fuck this. And all the bottles of fear on the wall. (Figuratively, of course.) (11:24 PM) Saturday, August 15, 2009 Communication. It's the first thing we really learn in life. Funny thing is, once we grow up, learn our words and finally start talking, the harder it becomes to know what to say. Or how to ask for what we really need. Some things we just don't want to hear. And some things we say because we can't be silent any longer. Some things are more than what you say. More than what you do. Some things you keep to yourself. And not too often. But every now and then. Some things simply speak for themselves. (11:23 PM) Wednesday, August 12, 2009 Form a "versus" letter. Uncertainty is justified for someone who's gone through so much and has to decide whether or not to cut the cord. The other side, the one who will benefit if it eventually gets cut has to give deserving entitlement of a moment to the former. To consider consequences. To plan out what to expect from the outcome. The latter 's job is to stay understanding. And have painful doubt, at the very most. Or faith. At the very least. (5:30 PM) Monday, August 10, 2009 As much a curse as it is a blessing. The more I know, the more I know what I didn't know. And it is pretty demoralizaing. And it's not just for studies. Impetus turns to discouragement. This is where the saying ignorance is bliss comes in. Haha. But ignorance for the As just leaves one to be a fucking loser in the end. I have been bombarded by a whole lot of remedials lately. I admit I do suck in my school work. But too much of something really isn't a good thing. (Even if this is a good thing in the first place -.-) This tues I'll have 3 extra hours out of curriculum time to stay back for all these shit lessons that're supposed to be helping me through my own help. They're beneficial. To a certain extent. But if you look at the bigger picture... Excessive remedial = Damn tired everyday after sch = Can't do work (properly) = Don't learn = No time to revise = Shitty grades = Excessive remedial It's a fucking vicious cycle. And who's to be blamed? Me. Who's gonna fix it? No one.... Ok maybe me. Oh right. Happy Birthday Singapore. Thanks for your education. It gave me an excuse to miss your celebration. (1:22 AM) Saturday, August 8, 2009 To compartmentalize. To not make something worse than it already is. To put it aside and do what's ought to be done. "I've been raising the stakes. Bluffed. Checked a few times. But nonetheless, folded at the end. Time to get a new hand and go all in. This time, to eliminate all bluffs. To go for the big win." Stayover at Vern's was quite a regretful decision. Not that he wasn't a good host or anything. He was just a tad too.. Psychotic. O.O To be within a 3m diameter with 5 other guys who're all halfnaked was an unforgetable experience. With lights off at 2am. With that "Pontianak" show playing while we were on the other side of the room playing poker with 2 hp lights. With the DAMN LOUD SCREAMS from the movie every few minutes and seeing the change in everyone's faces. "CB FUCK WHY SO LOUD ONE WTF" "WAHLAO WHY SO MANY PONTIANAK" (HAHAHA) With Cutter shrieking like a girl when something touched his leg from under the table. It was truly domino effect. (One chua tio = All chua tio. LMAO.) BUT.. I lost Time + Money + Sleep + Study plan = Damn regret. I just woke up after sleeping for at least 16 hours since school ended. National Day celebration was kinda boring really. There were songs I've never heard before = Anyhow swaying to the beat + Lip-sing wrongly + Touch Swank and Iggy's ass. ^^ Sigh. I think its gonna rain. I shall pack and go study. Lol. You can tell I'm feeling guilty through the equations in this post. Will chiong maths till GC no batt. Unfortunately, I'll need to miss Peirce Family Day. But you don't understand. There's ONLY 93/94 more days..... (10:57 AM) Saturday, August 1, 2009 What's that saying? 'Why do i keep hitting myself with the hammer?' . . . Because it feels so damn good when i stop. (: Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired that way. Because without it.. I don't know.. Maybe we just wouldn't feel real. No one's dumb just cause they can't do things. Or don't get what things mean. You just need to be aware that there is a line you have to follow. Sure it's not easy. Especially when there is a sharp turn which you're obligated to move along with. But if not precisely enough.. You start to fluctuate. Panic. And slip off. It's normal. Everyone does it. The line leaves you. But you have to be aware of where it's heading. And don't lose sight of it. Because it doesn't wait for your grief. The world doesn't wait for your grief. Take a minute to breathe. Recharge. Stop fluctuating. Find that line. BUMPER BUDDY HEEHEE. You're not dumb. Just abit lost. So cheer up. And Add Oil :D Study today was good but I'm 2 days behind time alr (=_=) Soccer tomorrow although I feel super guilty to go play since I'm not stressed over things I ought to be stressed at.. Oh well.. And I'm.. late for supper with my mum. :O BB (10:54 PM)
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