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Wednesday, September 30, 2009SignsLike I said, I should stop talking. A one-word title won't stop me because I am invincible. (HA~) I am here to declare my prelim results. They are simply.... -wait for it- -wait for it- -wait for it- -wait for it- -wait for it- Fucked Up. S S U U D guys. And then now some will start to think to themselves. "The ol' stereotyping thing must be true. This is the justification at its best." I feel that my hands have turned red. But ultimately I chose this path. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. (12:56 AM) Wednesday, September 23, 2009HiatusThe road through faith seems to be most convincing right now. "Just say a prayer. And you'll do just fine." Really? Does it really work that way? Or is it just merely motivation? It's not really working for me. (like duhh right?..) My never-ending prayers have been unheard of never-endingly and I've simply given up. I've been wondering about something for quite some time though. Whatever you practise or train up, you'll be exceptionally good in that area. Is that true? I've been in track since sec 1. That's 6 fucking years. And before that, I don't think I ran fast. Would probably even suffer from cardiac arrest if I ran >3km? O.O But after years of training 4/5 times a week, running in macritchie, bishan park, CCAB, Botanic Gardens, training with ankle weights on for a short period of time, and competing in inter-schools, I don't think 5km is any difficulty. Or running, regardless of any distance, for that matter. I must admit that I didn't know running was something to be afraid of until I began competing. But of course, it's even more scary to anyone who doesn't run at all. I used to think that I'm only mediocre, because I could never understand how some runners can run at impossible speeds, like <52secs for 400m, <2minutes for 800m or even <16 minutes for 5km. Were they born with superior genes and pray like mad that they do well or do they just simply train 7 times a week and it's really cause of hard work? I guess if you sacrifice/practise enough, you'll get what you want. And that's probably the only way to do well for A levels, sacrificing time.. Since the start of the year, I've been talking and talking. Now, there's less time to sacrifice, but there's time nonetheless. I should stop hoping so much and start walking instead. (11:11 PM) Saturday, September 19, 2009You can have my grain.too much agriculture's no good. O.O? migraine (mī'grān') Pronunciation Key A severe recurring headache, usually affecting only one side of the head, that is characterized by sharp, throbbing pain and is often accompanied by nausea, vomiting, sensitivity to light, and visual disturbances. Vasodilation in the brain causes inflammation that results in pain, but the exact cause of migraine is unknown. T5's class outing yesterday. It was. O. K. I. Guess. "Billy bombers bomb our pocket" as Swank would say. Sigh. (Envies other classes.) Last night I dreamt I was drowning in an ocean of lecture notes. I survived because I managed to hold on to a laminated certificate. It had my name. But under the 'My Grade' section there was a middle finger. And below that there was a "Wake Up". And I woke up. O.O? I'm tired of the S word. I need to educate myself further. I will. I must. I can. (2:15 PM) Thursday, September 17, 20091 + 1 = 3Everyone has blindspots. That you can be aware of but still be unable to see? Yes? O.O I think there really is a part of the world that we're literally blind to. Problem is, sometimes our blindspots shield us from things that really shouldn't be ignored. And when it comes to this, maybe our brains arent merely compensating for the surplus of visual ones. Maybe they're just protecting us. Wth joke srsly. Last paper tomorrow. MCQ.. So.. can.. slack.. abit.. HEH. (7:50 PM) Monday, September 14, 2009LwoisneI just lost a battle I was supposed to win. Complacency you are a CB. (12:44 AM) Thursday, September 10, 2009Meaningless.I've never felt so fucked up in my life before. Everybody should seriously just quit JC. There's a far better world out there. (9:08 PM) Sunday, September 6, 2009I tried to dream.What if you chose to feel happy on the potentially happiest day of the year, and the next thing you know, you face consequences instead? Do you take that risk of jeopardising your future? And what happy do you attain if guilt lingers throughout and doesn't leave. If I want happy, I've got the right to. But it's wrong to. Yesterday suddenly felt like it was the 29th of february. Not the 5th of September. It felt like it only came once every leap year. Not in terms of significance. In terms of lack of something. And whoever said simple decisions were called simple decisions because they were simple to make, are simpletons. It simply means there are fewer choices. And like econs, lack of supply = price goes up. Oh and I think Paramore said it well. For a pessimist, I'm pretty optimistic. Of course, I think by tomorrow, this is just me pulling your leg. (11:21 AM) Saturday, September 5, 2009Candles are for wishes.Study was different last night. Had company. Talked, stoned, laughed, ate, discussed issues, thought alot. Yet, it was still reasonably productive. I'm finally getting sleepy. There's breakfast at Macs. (: No time to sleep siannn. I'd wish that you move on. (4:47 AM) Thursday, September 3, 2009I cannot think of a title.I'll lose marks for Vectors and Complex tmr. For Econs, I'm spotting 3 topics. At 11:11PM just now I wished that all 3 topics will appear. (12:12 AM) |
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