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Thursday, July 30, 2009
A Turning Point. Out of the many."A couple hundred years ago Benjamin Franklin shared with the world, the secret for his success. 'Never leave that till tomorrow, which you can do today.' This is the man who discovered electricity.
You'd think more of us would listen to what he had to say. I don't know why we put things off. But if I had to guess, I'd say it has a lot to do with fear. Fear of failure Fear of pain. Fear of rejection. Sometimes its fear of making a decision. Because.. what if you're wrong? What if you're making a mistake you can't undo?"
We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug. Until we can't anymore. Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin meant. That knowing, is better than wondering. That waking, is better than sleeping. And that even the biggest failure.. Even the worst, most intractable mistakes, beats the hell out of never trying."
Glued to GAS1 :O
Which reminds me.. My fellow rot-at-homie contracted H1N1.
HAHAHAHA DAMN COOL. I'd give like 2 bucks to know what it feels like to have it too. :)
ANYWAY.
Today I finally moved my ass and reorganised everything that's been compiling under my study desk for 1 and a half years. There's this big ass computer on it which doesn't work. Today I found tons of notes I forgot I ever copied and placed them under a sacred compartment that I found in the store room. I think they will help me in this battle against the As that will leave it violently scarred, morbid and wishing it never ever existed. ^^
Tomorrow. Well.. I will start stu..dd...eeeee...e..iiinn..g.gg..?..?...??..?
I really wonder what I was doing last year during this time of the year.
Probably thinking if Promos really was as exaggeratingly hard as some people claim it to be. Pfft.
I feel like getting new stationery again. It keeps me going for awhile but at least the idea's there right. :D Heh heh heh.
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OH FUCK ITS TOMORROW ALR.
ZHAO ZHAO ZHAO ZHAO.. chee...
(12:37 AM)
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
FB = BAD
Burn it Down baby! says (9:27 PM):
lol you never come sia
Serendipity in retrospect. says (9:28 PM):
hahaha
really sick luhh
Burn it Down baby! says (9:29 PM):
yea i heard
work too hard ah lol
Serendipity in retrospect. says (9:30 PM):
haha yeah well you can say that.
work too hard to TRY working hard
but its not working CB
Burn it Down baby! says (9:31 PM):
lol how long are you working every day
wad time you sleep
Serendipity in retrospect. says (9:32 PM):
as long as school schedule
was plannign to start this week but i feel sick
will start studyin tmr if im not too sick
sleep damn late lol
Burn it Down baby! says (9:34 PM):
like wad time
Serendipity in retrospect. says (9:35 PM):
around 12? 1?
Burn it Down baby! says (9:35 PM):
how long you studying in hrs
Serendipity in retrospect. says (9:36 PM):
usually at most 5 - 6
lol you like doing survey siah
Burn it Down baby! says (9:37 PM):
lol i trying to see how much is enough
apparently 5 isnt enugh
and sleeping at 11 is too early
Serendipity in retrospect. says (9:37 PM):
yeah they say 10 siah
Burn it Down baby! says (9:37 PM):
yah lol
and i found out today tt being awake in sch is a waste
of time if you dont know wad the teacher is talking abt
just slp
then chiong study at home
then slp in sch
Serendipity in retrospect. says (9:38 PM):
HAHA
LOL NICE ONE SHAUQI
but that's like typical cjcian man HAHA
Burn it Down baby! says (9:39 PM):
lol
you know i have been like almost a good boy in my whole jc life
never slp one
i only just never pay attention sometimes
but now i think must chg strategy lol
i thought the staying awake was good
...apparently not. fuck
Burn it Down baby! says (9:41 PM):
wtf have you done this damn sexbot quiz on facebook
my results damn fucked up like shit
Serendipity in retrospect. says (9:41 PM):
HAH i havent but ive seen so many ppl done it i just wanna laugh at the results
Heh. I just hope I can make full use of this
still-plausible-to-be-regarded-as-abundance of time.
But FB is destroying our lives. We just haven't realised it.. yet.
14 and a half weeks left and still counting.
HAH. Saw this from Greg's LJ. (Livejournal btw.)
It's ni-ni-ni-ni-ni-niceeee.
Anyhow, AGM went ok I guess.. Owe Azman a BIG ONE.
As well as the other committee members for their slides
plus Mr Wong CW for guidance.
Shit I suck as track capt can't even type out
a touching message to the team WTF.
:(
I panic at impromptu moments.
Hope the new EXCO aren't half as bad as I was lol.
(10:00 PM)
Monday, July 27, 2009
Can't help but to feel.Now that Mardy Bum~
I see you frowning it's like looking down the barrel of a gun and it goes off~
And out come all these words~
Oh there's a very pleasant side to you~
A side I much prefer it's one that laughs and jokes around~
On friday only 8 ppl came to class that's like 50% attendance quite cool.
My PE teacher keeps breathing down my neck to get MCs from the absentees they are jokes srsly..
AGM on wed but I dunno if I can make it I'm falling sick it sucks cuz everytime i move my head too suddenly I'll feel my brain move about and it hurts everytime it touches the edges of my skull. It's that fucked up~ O.O
I think I'll still go to sch tmr I dun get it how come I still dun have a fever. Just slight coughs.
Damn weird. I foresee myself going home halfway tmr though. Hmm. gotta get a copy of my results from the office anyway. Plus complete those damned slides everythings so last minute..
Hist outlines aren't making things better and come to think of it we're supposed to prepare for the debate in GP tmr.
GAAAAAAHHHHHHH.....
Hmmz. Miss Narindar has taken over Mr Rajoo for the time being I think she's a good teacher just bizarre and spasms randomly it can be disturbing some times but my choose-to-ignore skillz are superb. Her mantra is.. sensible I guess. It's "Not what you know but how you use what you know to answer the question." (Y) OWNZZ
Miss Teo tmr. I hope she doesn't check our outlines but to be safe I'll go school early at 7 to copy WeeKie. ^^
On another note I created an LJ account (khaiyatoast) haha I don't know if I should move I think I'll stay with blogger for a while longer. Just to prove my loyalty. :D
Bloghopping got my conscience pricked. :O
(11:08 PM)
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
When it's not worth dying for.And tonight I walk through an empty street~
With my shadow stretching in front of me ~
When my lonely thoughts meet my lonely feet~
And the cold reminds me that I've chosen this life~
Getting out of trauma is like getting out of a... sandpit?
You don't know if you should actually move.
Like walking over broken glass.
Stepping on a mine.
Pulling the trigger.
Being on the brink of suicide.
Or just finishing a fucking history essay.
(11:13 PM)
Monday, July 20, 2009
ECP BBQJust got back from a BBQ I was lucky not to get stranded in some random MRT station with no train back home (again). That day sucked I was literally and figuratively walking around in circles and ended up sleeping at Macdonald's at 12.30 am wtf right till my mum woke me up with helmet in hand. Ugh..
The BBQ wasn't too bad although it seemed quite bland and meagre and is definitely not an epic birthday celebration. But hey. It's the thought that counts and I believe there's a surprise coming up soon. (I doubt birthday girl comes here to read so it is safe to mention this.)
On another note, at least we, an incredibly small proportion of the Peircean population managed to meet up and it seemed like as though we had all the while been seeing each other daily. I guess that's why there are such things as true friends. (:
Whilst it is sad and unfortunate that we each have to try our hardest to fit a perfect time for all our conflicting schedules albeit failing most of the time, when we eventually do, it is unimaginably worthwhile and we enjoy each meeting to the fullest.
(wah the sentence extraordinarily long)
An ex classmate simply has to upload an old enough picture onto facebook of our class back then and you will feel the adrenalin effects to the fullest. The smile that naturally forms on our faces when we look back on how much everyone has grown. (or not) Just wondering what that someone, who has entered your life before is doing right at that very moment. The mixture of feelings. To want to go back to old times while understanding that we must accept it as our past and move on.
It's been awhile since I've admitted that I miss Peirce. And all I needed was some thinking on the way back home plus a bit of silence.
(1:54 AM)
Friday, July 17, 2009
Bait.
Haha wtf I have no life still surfing youtube. :/
U U S S E
I'm still hoping I'll do smth when the time is right.
(Hahaha yes.. Don't ask me how I define the "right time")
"You're a dreamer, even if you say you're giving up
but some part of you still believe it'll happen so you never really let go.
It's the possibility that's so inviting."
Right W1? ;)
It really is like bait.
Finally got my specs and so many ppl alr told me I look more studious ^^
I can only presume I already was in the past.
Today Vern was a joke he won 12 bucks from us for being a joke
We were complacent = lose money.
Oh. And Happy one year anniversary to Ben and MX.
(Should they come across this website.)
1 year passed just like that so damn fast.
WHY......
I tried running home from the MRT today it was so tiring
i felt myself getting shorter my legs were like melting into the ground
at every step it is that serious. O.O
Heh.
Full day package tomorrow. ($15 ^^)
And I believe it would stop us from playing for at least a week
before the craving sets in again.
Before I stop thinking again.
Just 2 clicks away.
I wonder why I never wonder why the easiest things are so hard.
(11:30 PM)
Thursday, July 16, 2009
And we'll write a song~That turns out the light~
When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside~
Don't waste your time~
Speed up your breathin'~
Just close your eyes~
We'll hope it's not for nothing at all~
Mundane is the new cool. :O
(It is how I do.)
PE is fucking boring why can't we fucking play our own fucking games.
(A couple of months left and they're still such wet blankets.)
At least 5 essay outlines a week is no joke.
(Hand damn pain from last minute copying(s). Head damn pain cannot digest.
Stomach damn pain feel like it's spinning.)
Maths remedial is not maths remedial. It is a waste of time.
(But who am I to judge?)
After school there is this time bloc which is freaking empty I always
have to find a way to fill it up it is tiring.
(I don't think anything can replace track trainings, the team and Miss Lim)
AGM postponed.
At least it won't bother me for a long while.
One thing less to worry about.
Went for NS check up just now.
It's been awhile since I've had check ups.
And it was the first time I rmb drawing blood.
The guy pull the syringe damn hard he got prob
I could feel the blood flow/gush out. (Y)
Ultimately... pes A. Whatever that means. HEE HEE. ^^
Skipped school. But I don't think I feel much different lol.
Class got back hist and maths. That means 2 more Us to add to my collection.
Got E for econs but what's the point.
Part of me can't wait to start catching up.
Part of me just wants to remain complacent.
It's dangerous. And its only cuz I know it's dangerous and pretend it's not.
Stagflation in play.
Same spot.
Heavier prices to pay.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RINA CHUA MEI XI GONG XI GONG XI GONG XI.Haha hope you like the board i made sheena do and hope she likes the board I made you do.
Everything's written in the letter.
Can't wait for next 30th. (:
Week 3 Term 3.
My handwriting is DAMN ATROCIOUS... at first.
It is ATROCIOUS-ER NOW.
Seems like a big fuss over sucha small problem.
But it's getting irritating.. I feel... Illiterate in a way?? O.O
I scribbled throughout my whole essay outline it's unreadable and it's
like as if I didn't write anything at all so I told myself not to bother completing it
that is how we do it in CJC 2T05. (Y)
Last week,
1. First H1N1 case in CJ. Get well soon Matthias.
2. I should've went for frisbee training and get quarantined for an extra week. -.-
3. Missed training with the J1s. :(
4. Sports carnival cancelled knnbccb
5. A confirmed U for physics + Assumed U for math
6. Class seemed to be exactly the same as before holidays.
(Except I've got a pack of cards and now Vern keeps
bugging me for my pants we know what to get him for his birthday.)
7. Iggy is become a "Rebellious Dogggggg" HAHA.
8. Vern is the cause of all this. He is pissed with his history results. That's why. LOL.
Fix~ Your eyes on a fix~ You rely on.~
L4D tmr.
AGM on wed = screwed. It will be a repeat of PW.
Unless brother cancels it.
Stay away from me.
Keep your distance.
Saturday, July 11, 2009
OMFG go listen to Chris Daughtry's version of Poker Face I think much nicer than the original LAH.They disabled the embed code. :(
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bqT4VnnEU0M
poke poke poke poke poke poke pork pork pork pork pork your face. ^.^
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Transformers 2 was...Okay only.
School in awhile.
Holidays have been a good sport.
It helped me rmb to forget stuff I wanna forget and forget to rmb stuff I wanna rmb.
I recall experiencing a plethora of feelings.
Like a roller coaster ride. (For the lack of a better metaphor.)
School in awhile.
There's one less reason to attend it compared to before holidays.
But at least I found the needle in 2 haystacks.
Good enough. I'm satisfied.
School in awhile.
I still feel like staying home at least for a few more days.
Just to get tired of holiday mood or smth..
-..-
Last night was my last attempt at fixing my body clock but it failed like siao.
Still..
I hope I oversleep and don't wake up. (Y)
School in awhile.
And I shouldn't talk like I have a choice whether or not to attend anyway.
(Oh shit where's my thermometer.)
(1:36 AM)
Monday, July 6, 2009
Serendipity in retrospect.HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASSHOLE
Serendipity in retrospect.
:)
Jasmine
THANKS FUCKER!!:)
Serendipity in retrospect.
NO PROBLEM NIT WIT :)
Jasmine
THANKS AGAIN NUMBSKULL!
Serendipity in retrospect.
NO PROBLEM AGAIN YOU CB KNN HONG GAN LIAO
Serendipity in retrospect.
HAHAHAHAHA
Serendipity in retrospect.
-.-
Jasmine
:)
Jasmine
FUCK YOU LA
Jasmine
HAHAHAHAH
Some things just never change since 3 years back.
Hahah. Once a jasmine tee, always a jasmine tee.
(1:54 AM)
Saturday, July 4, 2009
I am too lazy to evaluate this I have done too much evaluation for the past few days.
Econs suck why must they ask about Hewlett Packard. _l_
Why must there be an AGM... Just when I thought can shiok shiok after mids then got this. -.-
Anyway, I predict a U U U/S E/D D??
My pathetic excuse is that I want GPA. Hahaha
Anyway, Maths paper just now still made me feel damnnnnnnnnnnnnnn stupid.
Can foresee all those remedials when school starts alr.
Life sucks currently there's nothing to look forward to.
And i thought it'd be better after mids.
I wanna run 800m. I have no idea why but I keep thinking back to the moment after my last race. Imma emoboi :'(
HEHE
Facebook is all I have right now. Yes. A farm. And a restaurant which has 5 workers.
At least my farm quite gay and damn big and all and i just bought a pig. ^.^
I think I'm the only one on my friends list who can buy a pig. :D
Is this a sign. O.O
L4DL4DL4DL4LDL4L4LD4L4DL4LD4L4LLD4L4DL4LD4L4DL4LDL4.
Got L4D session must jio me out worsxzhzxh dun shy shy.
It's the only way I can think of getting laughter right now.
Hmm..
1. I feel like a patient.
2. Screw LOA srsly im still not over it I am pretty petty i guess.
3. Shut up lah.
4. Can't wait for school to start. Or to end, rather.
5. I hope you like the abrupt ending.
(9:30 PM)
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Can't wait for school to reopen and Midyears to be over.It's been too.. dramatic.
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