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Saturday, December 25, 2010 Anything you say. And here's it. A grenade for ya, a thousand times ovaaaaaa~ EDIT// Okay no wait. Some final touches first. Sigh book in later. Here we go again. Friday, December 24, 2010 We all got wood and nails, turn to that hate factory. Day 277 Life sucks we move on.. Today marks the last day of professional term. And I gotta say. It does actually feel really really awesome. In the morning we had PAC. And somehow, we just had to win. And we did. The adrenalin came back to me. Just like before. Like when I was at the start line of the 800m race a year back. The whole way I had that feeling of continuous change between breathlessness and you know, that feeling of when you're in control of the chaos your body's going through. Continuous change between the two because I simply allowed my mind to have alot alot alot of thoughts of giving up. It was bad. But the running with the platoon in our FBOs really prevented me from dropping out in the end. So I'm grateful. Grateful for the I-will-say-smth-good-about-them-in-upcoming-posts-as-commissioning-parade-draws-closer people who just couldn't give up. For us predators, we owned it, we lived it and we definitely killed them all. Wednesday, December 15, 2010 Beginning of the end? Or end of the beginning? Day 268 And so you have it. One last exercise to stop us from commissioning. Countdown begins. To last day of professional term, to xmas, to the deadline of my personal assignment, to new year, to commisioning parade, to commisioning ball... and it ends there.. for now. For I really don't know what else awaits. Its near the end of the year. Soon time for even more summary-like posts. Saturday, December 11, 2010 Day 265. Grenade for ya. Literally.. Since we're all concentrating on urban operations now. Heh. One last mission in OCS coming up in a few days time. Die.. About 6 days back, it was exactly a year away from ORD for me. 10 months passed guys... And I know 10 month's a long time but it has passed and you're prolly expecting me to say the cliche'd "Time flew" thingymyjig.. But its not like that at all. Cuz 10 months really feels FUCKING LONG for me. On another note. Someone please teach me how to manage perceptions. Because perception's really a weapon people use against/for one another. And I've come to realise the complexity of it. Heck, I've just come to realise it is in itself a topic that exists and is worth raising up... But I'm just some mere 19 year old still experiencing enlightenment in this world. All I can do sometimes is just hope it bombards me without my seeking for it. And its working. Just.. A little too slowly sometimes. Monday, December 6, 2010 Forgive me my weakness for I don't know why... There's that fear. Everytime I think, I look, I hear or don't look, don't hear. Because there's something to hide. Simply because... there's something to hide. And its this way because there's jeopardy around the corner. You weigh the amount of hurt you'll get between having the inability to tell someone something ( that they shouldn't know), with the loss of that someone once you let the cat out of the bag and you'll usually, like me, go with experiencing the former. To say you get it when you actually realise later on that you don't. Its.. pretty shameful I guess. Like you've assured someone you're fine and in the end you come back crawling (non-literally) cause you're now more vulnerable? I mean.. anyone who makes mistakes become vulnerable right? Since you've shown signs of defeat and its more prominent and out in the open. Like a wound on your knee after a fall.. Mistakes opens up areas where others can gain a foothold in. To probe. And find out the reason why/how you made that mistake. And then exploit this advantageous gain in information and awareness. I mean I make it seem as though making mistakes are a crime and that people are always out to get you. Yeah well.. they're not. And not everyone's like that of course.. But if they are and you make them in front of them then you GG my friend. Some people just happen to voluntarily/involuntarily judge you for such trivias.. So here's a _l_ to all of them.
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