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Sunday, August 15, 2010 ♬ I'd like to make myself believe that planet Earth turns slowly.♬ Day 162 It's like when you stare into nature at point blank. At a single square metre of land for an amount of time and you realise the amount of activity that is going on there. Not because you want to. Because you have to. Because there's nothing else to do. Then you enlarge your span of sight and start to see your surroundings. And think "Fuck I'm actually here." Pretty sad that sometimes people realise certain things only when its forced upon them. But I guess that is why the word 'oblivious' is probably invented. Its amazing what keeps me going every time I'm on the brink of insanity: Simple, random thoughts of people and the fact that I'd get to see them again once all this is over. (Is just one example.) Yesterday I had one of my worst experience in this buffer from reality. Never thought I'd ever be so physically and mentally drained.. Because carrying at least 30-40kg of shit the whole fucking day without eating/drinking under the rain in the forest is no joke. (Wow. One-liner summary.) And its still the mid-way of progressive trng. ._. God save me. I got fast ley. YOU. HAVE. NO. FUCKING. IDEA. THE. AMOUNT. OF. SATISFACTION. I. HAD. AFTER. IT. ALL. ENDED. WTF. Starting to feel really tired though, with this idea of feeling satisfied only because disatisfaction ends. Not fun at all. :/ 0702 Sunday, August 8, 2010 Step one, you say you need to talk. She walks. Once again I find myself in that pathetic stage in life. There's like this black hole and I'm getting sucked in. Attraction. What a powerful source of energy. Sigh. I must state though, that I'm trying really hard to resist this. My efforts are beginning to seem rather futile. But yet, I'm pretty sure there's still some hope. It's that 'mind wants this but heart wants smth else' thing.. Why? Why so vulnerable? Maybe if you show that you need less protection its much easier for me to leave you be. Here we go again. Same ol' shit again. 0311
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