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Tuesday, December 18, 2012I told me so.Sorry you seemed to like what I managed to change, and didn't like what I couldn't change. My loss. Stumbled upon a.. "Suffering arises from trying to control what is uncontrollable, or from neglecting what is within our power." Sure, a good guide in avoiding suffering. Provided you can define what is controllable and what is not. Once you mix them up, say hi to black holes sucking you from within. Was trying to end this chapter the moment it started. But there was delay, because hope was implanted at some point. It was convincing. Was. Now, chapter ends, because it is true when they say, 'there's no hope for the hopeless, and even less hope for the hopeful'. See. I told me so. Wednesday, December 5, 2012Perhaps, just another revelation.Isn't it always surprising when the people you'd least expect, manages to define you, even more accurately than you ever could yourself? We've lived a portion of our lives having moments where we find ourselves sit, and just try to subconsciously define ourselves as a person. Moments of identity crises, if you will. It may be easy to notice when a phase like this begins (the urge to frequently define one's self), but it's always harder to know when to end it. Simply because coming to a conclusion, or a perfect definition of YOUR own liking, is an arduous task. 'Something' is always missing because as imperfect as we all are, we'd like to see ourselves to be as flawless as possible. And like an unsolved math question, it can be frustrating when you are near the solution, but never there. A God damned asymptote that will never touch its axis - that's what this is. Sometimes people help you along the way and say shit about you/raise awareness on how you are to them as a person. And among these, you can still decide to either ignore, or at the very most, take with a pinch of salt. But when heads are struck with a solid nail, you can only beg....... to differ with your own conscience, and you will succumb to this definition which has been presented to you. The impact will be monstrous. You will know it when you feel it. And whether you like it or not, when you inevitably start to perceive 'a pinch of salt' as a solid 'nail to the head' instead, you kneel, and you just accept what you are.. |
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