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Saturday, February 19, 2011

Mere Mortals.

Because too much failure has occurred in my life.
And it'll be great to start from square one.

I know I know.. People will always say that mistakes are inevitable in life.
And from them we learn.

But.. too many mistakes in a row just breaks people down.
At least it breaks me down slowly, but (I postulate)... surely.

I've had some successes, yes.
But they're all in the wrong field.
I'm prolly successful because society deems that particular achievement to be a success.
But personally, I don't think I've succeeded.
Because to me, being happy is success.

So yes guys.. Foresight.
Then I'll be able to tell if I'm actually gonna be happy when i attain something.
Then I can tell if I'm eventually gonna fail at whatever I'm currently doing.
Then I know what to focus on and what not to waste blood, sweat and tears on.

Guess what. At the end of the fucking day, we're all mere mortals. Fuck our lives.


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Saturday, February 26, 2011 The air's cellar. I really need a DSLR. To keep myself busy-er. Sigh. Anyway, here's another one. Awesome. Wednesday, February 23, 2011 Will the real sync shady, please stand up. To all those people out there who are most in sync with my life right now. I plead that you all step forward the next time I book out. I need people who can relate and whom I can relate with. There's been a change. Apparently. Monday, February 21, 2011 Forgotten. Maybe in our brain, there's this special folder called 'Forgotten'. It's like recycle bin, except the things inside are on the brink of being re-deleted. Come to think of it, apart from organisational reasons, the only reason I can think of behind why there's 'Recycle Bin' on our computer desktop is due to a "give you a second chance" system. Whereby it acts as a place for you to skim through supposedly "at first sight" trash whenever you find time to. So you get an opportunity to restore them back into their origins. Coming back to my point, that folder in our brain holds memories that are to be sifted through every once in awhile, and once it reaches a certain time limit, an expiry date or smth, there'll be an auto 'empty recycle bin' option which surfaces. 'Forgotten' is a place where you still have some subtle memory on your memories. Its a place where these moments slowly gets depleted away. Its a place of storage. Its a place of getting another chance. Its a place of expiry. Its a place of either saving loss, or losing saves. Its a place I just realised existed. Its a place where I've subconsciously put you in... Sunday, February 20, 2011 Pause. Funny how it takes a phone to be lost before I get to resume years worth of conversational pause. Saturday, February 19, 2011 Mere Mortals. Day 322 I used to always say, if there's one superpower I can have, I'd like to have the power of teleportation. I mean, ITS JUST FUCKING CONVENIENT. But now if you ask me again. I'd want to be able to have.. Foresight. Because too much failure has occurred in my life. And it'll be great to start from square one. I know I know.. People will always say that mistakes are inevitable in life. And from them we learn. But.. too many mistakes in a row just breaks people down. At least it breaks me down slowly, but (I postulate)... surely. I've had some successes, yes. But they're all in the wrong field. I'm prolly successful because society deems that particular achievement to be a success. But personally, I don't think I've succeeded. Because to me, being happy is success. So yes guys.. Foresight. Then I'll be able to tell if I'm actually gonna be happy when i attain something. Then I can tell if I'm eventually gonna fail at whatever I'm currently doing. Then I know what to focus on and what not to waste blood, sweat and tears on. Guess what. At the end of the fucking day, we're all mere mortals. Fuck our lives. Sunday, February 13, 2011 To find out what we're made of. Day 316 1 week into confinement week, and I'm starting to get the hang of this. Starting to feel the privelages of a commander. Like the satisfaction you get when you know you've had a part to play in others' growth. Like the satisfaction you get when you get to increase the morale of your people. Like the satisfaction you get when you listen to other's problems and you manage to ease their pain. Like the satisfaction you get when you change a frown to a smile during training. Or when you change a stupid smile into a serious face due to regimental reasons. I'm starting to get the hang of this. And I just hope it remains hanging and won't fall off any time soon. Saturday, February 5, 2011 Where do you find bliss in this world? "I would have to say in my own mind. My imagination is the source of any and all happiness I may ever hope to actualize, simply because its capacity is infinite. In my mind, I can achieve anything and everything; pontificate my ideas, compose arbitrary melodies, write novels that will never be published. My Kingdom of Imagination is a vast haven, a refuge, and when the external world fails me (as it recurrently does), a necessary retreat." Haha Elissa. Sometimes I really wish my mind works like yours. Friday, February 4, 2011 My biggest strength is also my biggest weakness. Some people are born to have IT. Some don't. They don't so they try to replicate IT. But as much as they try, their It isn't and never will be as good as IT. Now what? Fuck it?
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