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Wednesday, August 31, 2011Double You.What will I ever do without you, double you. Haha. (If you ever rmb my changed blog address, yes, I'm referring to you. I know Uni's being a bitch but we both know you'll get through. Massive Black Hole. To get sucked in and feel like you can never get out. What a perfect metaphor.) Yeah well. At least you're in and tryna get out. Me? I'm still trying to get inz. Hehe. You know, all these you-don't-have-to-reply-straight-away-so-long-as-you-reply-eventually-it-will-be-okay messages are what's keeping me alive. Small things with big impact (Y). Let's keep it going. It's good. Meet up soon for the play. On another note, went to catch Paramore live the other time. My only regret is the lack of photos because I couldn't borrow a DSLR that day. Else I think I would've finally uploaded pictures up on this blog. Hmmz.. I REALLY NEED a camera.. Heh. But in any case, the hundred bucks was pretty worth it. :) Anyway, like I've stated through other mediums, the past long weekend's been pretty tough. Whilst LoL's been amazingly keeping me entertained, I realise this ain't the way to go. Ironically, playing a lot of it's making me feel like my youth's slowly going away. Because I don't ever go out. Because.. nothing out of the house is THAT.. fun anymore. Either that or I'm just too sian of planning things already. Because the thing you deliberately expect to happen always never do. At least in my case. I've learnt not to expect anymore. It's making me a really dull person. It's major SIAN to just wait for things to happen. But then again, its FUCKING SIAN to plan something and eventually it gets postponed or cancelled. (Mostly latter.) It's not about the fact that I can't do what I planned. It's about the part where you have plans, and so you cancel out on the other impromptu plans that come up because you already have something on (or so you thought) and there is a clash. But after you turn down all the impromptu ones and look forward to the deliberately planned one.... then.... this deliberate plan get's cancelled too. Major wtf. I mean, I'm pretty sure this doesn't happen to everyone all the time. But it does to me, all the motherfucking time.. Either I'm just FUCKING SWAY or its a con..spi..ra..cy.. or smth. Whatever. Guess I'll just sleep it off this time. Book in tmr morning. One last 'When it rains' and I'll send out a Goodnight to those that really matter. Goodnight. Saturday, August 27, 2011Novel Company.Day 459. Really my first duty ever since April. Forgot how I still owe this country something extra, apart from already being an NSF. Which is duty.. But oh well. The night's been pretty good. Nothing bad happened except for the occasional wild boar that got knocked dead in the middle of the road... 4 more hours and I'll be through. To the long weekend. Took leave on Wed so I'll only be back on the Thursday. Been trying so hard to catch up on work. The mails keep coming I am getting more and more sian. But.. Life.. So.. Yeah.. I feel the urge to start the countdown already. Haha. Still a long way to go. As always. Looking back, when I first made an NS post and put a 'Day 14' at the start of that post, never thought I'd come so far. Day 459. Whoa. This shit better end sooner than I expect it to. Because I'm really beginning to miss so many of my friends. They all appear to be much busier than I am, so I guess the sudden indulge (?) in novels are keeping me alive. Socially.. In a way. (Guess I'll be the only one who got that.) Monday, August 15, 2011Infant.Day 449. Today's one of the few days I actually decide to go back home after work at 5. Usually I don't do this because the ferry ride followed by two bus rides all the way back to Yishun just kills any joy I have left once I reach home. Not to mention the trip all the way back to Tekong late that very night or very early the next morning.
But today is special.
Today, I completed 7 chapters of a good book on the bus home. Today, I opened the door to see a tiny baby lying down in the middle of a huge mattress in the living room. Today, I surprised my mum with some dinner and food for the next day.
I quickly put down my stuff and straight after cleaning up I just lay down by the baby. Just, watching.
I guess you can say I'm just fascinated. By this thing.
So small and yet can move. This miniature being, 20 years apart from me. So carefree, unlike the wreck that I've been. This, infant. This is what they mean when they say life brings joy.
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