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Saturday, March 19, 2011Inattentions.Day 349. I'm actually in the midst of applying for my University courses. And everytime I'm prompted by an empty box, to, you know, fill it up, I think abit.. My peripheral vision catches the attention of all the newspapers lying around the house. And I can't help but notice (for obvious reasons) the cover pages which are inked with disastrous scenes in Japan. I will not lie. I do not know much about what has happened over there. All I know is that there has been a tsunami, following which a nuclear leak in the country. And countless of loss lives. When it comes to news, I am not ashamed to claim that I am ashamed with my lack of information concerning the issues surrounding us. I want to know more, but am occupied with whatever work I have in camp. During book outs, I rush for time to complete my applications. If not, rest. I am disappointed with myself. Because I've been hearing alot about Japan and yet everytime I stumble upon an article or a dialogue regarding it, my mind subconsciously switches off. Its like it just brushes off these issues and tell me to get on with life. I used to say moving along is an important thing to do regardless of the amount of grief one has been put through. But of course, more time should always be given to the one who has to experience the most amount of grief. It is their entitlement. What I'm about to say may sound contradictory since I, myself am doing this.. But I just have to highlight that it's sad to see how another person's pain and suffering just becomes another conversational topic. Now I can only wish I was a staunch follower of God. Then maybe my prayers to these people wouldn't be so worthless. Sunday, March 13, 2011Reality check.Day 342 "Sir, I remember that you told us while we were at the live range that 'army is a buffer from reality, and that the two years in army are what you make of it'. I think that what you said is really true - from my limited experience in army, there are few chances for one to have the responsibility of guarding a rifle, to drift in and out of sleep aboard a 5-tonner at 2am while being squashed against 60 other people, or to be disciplined harshly for area cleanliness. I feel that all experiences I have had so far are truly surreal and they are ones that I will hold in memory for a long time to come. Thus, I have decided to put in my best for whatever I do from now onwards, to accept every new experience with an open mind, and to always keep in mind that army is 'a buffer from reality'. " Where I get the strength to keep pushing. Saturday, March 12, 2011How you see it.Being optimistic is you, knowing you've made the wrong decision, then trying to justify to yourself that no matter what options are laid in front of you, you'd still make that same, wrong decision, in that same, specific time. Being pessimistic is when you've made a wrong decision and you're simply convinced life sucks. So, based on these self-proclaimed circumstances, I've been a pessimist at least half my entire life. \m/ Random. I know. Hi. ._. Sunday, March 6, 2011Purpose to Everything.Liang Sai Hey! Just wanna ask you guys a qn my recruits always ask. (Caz i dun really know how to reply lol) Why did you want to go OCS? ^.^V Saturday, March 5, 2011Life's tough. I'm tired.Day 334 Funny how its always at the darkest of times at night that you start to get a clearer sense of the things going on in your life and most of the day life just feels like you're sleepwalking. |
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