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Friday, January 30, 2009Shagggggggged.......And it's all about trng. As much as i hate to blog abt that, it's the only thing on my mind right noww. We went off course at macritchie and got back on time. Beat that. 13km(?) FTW. Another one tmr. Cycle continues on monday. Except that when J1s are enjoying orientation, we fucking have to study for tests. Ok. Posting results out today. Not heard of any Peirceans that made it here though. Heh. "Congratulations.. you have been posted to..." Your mother. Thursday, January 29, 2009There is so much to learn from the freeway~~My timetable is pretty fucked up. No breaks today. (8am to 1pm FTW) Well.. sort of. Only because we have self-proclaimed breaks. Which are REALLLLLLY energizing. I was having a go in the toilet nearest to class when I received a msg from J.C. It said.. "Wah khairul siol." O.O HAHAHAHA WTF. How did he know I It turned out my name was on the LT screen cuz nv hand in work.... So now.. Econs holiday homework due on monday. FFFFFFFFffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffasfjlnamfnaslfnaslg Wah.. actually ah.. dunno why they really giving us so much chance. I thought j2 already so its like "do whatever you want to your life" kinda thing. But nooooooooooooooo.. Anw, Scraped through today again. So many outlines, so little time manzz. And another one due tmr. For _l_ Monday, January 26, 2009![]() Sunday, January 25, 2009It's a nice day.Oh how cool, I've 2 SMSes from people wishing me a Happy Chinese New Year already. Watched Obama's inaugaration speech on youtube in the morning. And all I really managed to get out from it, was that Bush really left a huge and fucked up mess for Obama. "The world has changed. And so, we too, must change with it." Problems arise. Solutions created. More problems arise from these solutions. It's a cycle. Met YongChao Leonard and Gavrielle for Red Cliff 2. Ahh.. Some war movie.. Kinda cliche mannnnn.. Snore. Well, it had a happy ending. (Sorta?) They should have sad/non-happy endings for a change. Like 'The Mist'. That was great. Wah, hearing alot about NS nowadays. I'm glad I am able to not hate it. (You can anot? :P WAHAHA) Come wednesday onwards, pull-ups everyday man. No joke. And guys, if you're reading this, I suggest you do it too. no joke no joke no joke. Really. Heh. I find I have much less to blog about now. What's this transition about.. Facebook can sometimes make you feel left out. :( :D It was tough. She meant it. For the first time, I don't feel satisfied achieving the timing that was set. Friday, January 23, 2009Today, school was all about Chinese New Year celebration.CJ's way of doing things are great. Pot luck with T5. Not forgetting the show in PAC. And a nice finish by ODAC. Especially the one slide on the "sweeper in CJC. Has been working in CJ for many years. He wishes his children eventually grow up and is able to study in a JC like ours. But they were not able to." Which made me freeze for a minute. And think it through. About how much people who get what they want tend to take things for granted. About making a choice for the wrong reasons. About making reasons for a wrong choice. Let's face it. We all struggle. Put in hardwork. But there's always a barrier somewhere, eventually. On top of that, we're not the only one in the same struggle. It's inevitably competitive. Sadly competitive. Some are simply smogged to the background. Some abuse a better position. Whether consciously or unknowingly. Pressure's mounting. Whether to lead, or to catch up. On another note. Imagine hoping for something that you don't get in the end. Then having to live with silent agony amongst people who achieved what you hoped for. The initial anger, maybe even jealousy/envy? And in the end, none of it is your fault. Stuff just happens. How'd you take it.. Morning run was fine. Went Vivo with Trackers. Lunch Movie: Love Matters. (Wtf some parts make me laugh damn loud. Storyline kinda suck though. 3.5/5.) Miss Life-Is-Marathon (Lol.) increased intensity already. Tomorrow = DEAD(er), supposedly. Oh, just found out National X-Country is during Common test week. WTF? HAHAHAHAHA. This I can't wait. Sunday, January 18, 2009Hey trackers. We need to bounce back. Snap back to reality.Saturday, January 17, 2009It's amazing how all the arts topic I take seem to relate to one another.It's Globalization craze right now. Necessary evil. Haha. I'd type an entire essay about it if it would be good. But since it definitely won't be, go youtube it. Search IMF underdevelops Africa. GP - Globalization Econs - Trade (Globalization?) History - Islamification due to secularism (Globalization?) Maths - I like. Physics - I must learn to like. JCs great. In this sense. It's waking me up. So many things going on outside that we all don't even know about. Fuck whoever who said "ignorance is bliss". It's the other way round. "bliss is ignorance". Yes? First week. I think I like the new way I've come up with. It's really give and take. Nothing's breathing down my neck at the moment. (: Everyone's saying Hi. At least they're not conniving gestures. (: Thursday, January 15, 2009Wham. Thursday already.I haven't been updating because I was too overwhelmed by so much stuff this week. Have been sleeping early all the way. It's odd at certain points in school cause you tend to realise, you're the only one with your head up. Others have either been mugging, or having too much fun so I guess they sleep late. Timing's so important. Surely they should know by now? Sleep earlier guys. And push all the homework to the next day. :D Push it all the way.. if its given on monday, and due on Friday, push it till Friday morning. Cuz it gives you so much thrill and adrenalin when you can't find a classmate's work to copy at the very last minute. Scraped through today's history tutorial. If I don't get rid of procrastination problems, I'm so fucked. Esp on monday. Second tutorial already. And A-I's driving me nuts. Cuz I haven't started. TMRTMRTMRTMRMTRMTMRTMRTMRMTRMMTRMTRMTMRTR.. Hmm. Race this sat. And I'm so grateful to Miss Lim. For the 2 red pairs. :D It's helping quite a bit. Pray that it's mass PE tmr. Or else I'll be damn bored...... I owe Mrs Tan a pair of socks. WTF. I will turn in now. My eyelids are burning. Sunday, January 11, 2009Its 5 minutes to midnight.And I feel like I'm getting into a new year countdown here. (haha ok enough of countdowns..) WAHLAO GOT SPOILER, PPL TELL ME MY CLASSROOM AT D BLOCK I wanted a surprise. :( And where the hell's D block anyway? HUH HUH HUH.. Tmr is face the music day. Correction, This week is face the music week. Saturday, January 10, 2009Open house was fine I suppose.No major accidents occured or anything. Though I really doubt it has much benefit for track. Chomps for dinner. Frolic. Home. Today, I found out what I've been missing that has made running so much better. A key. Rusty, but nevertheless an answer. And what better way to find it than to do so whilst experiencing the adrenalin experience. Eyes shutting. Thursday, January 8, 2009I am hiding from some beastBut the beast was always here Watching without eyes Because the beast is just my fear _ That I am just nothing Now that's just what I've become What am I waiting for It's already done _ So give me something to believe Cause I am living just to breathe And I need something more To keep on breathing for So give me something to believe. _ Let's all countdown. (Again.) 5 more fucking days. Here's to all the shit that 2009 brings with it. And to think that I oughtta say that last week. Sheesh. Monday, January 5, 2009Just awhile ago, I had everything planned out in my head.Everything. That I was planning to blog about. But now that this page had finally loaded, I don't know where it all went. Wtf I hate this feeling. And it's not the first time it happened.. Okay.. any minute now.. Fine... It's not coming back. Oh well, training @ ccab tmr. Miss lim said I could bring spikes. Must be another speed workout. I miss 800 so badly. :( It helped me so much last year. Like.. I could just run all the negativity out. At one go. Peeling the truth aye. Bit by bit. And it does hurt more after every layer is revealed. The amount of time spent waiting has always seem unpredictable. Problem is, waiting just keeps the subconsciousness so active. Be it premonitions or just simple positive thoughts that run through the mind. It gets so tiring. Cuz, it's kinda like a disease. That deceives. Like when you feel so cold and inferior inside. But in reality, temperature's rising. Confused, yet aware that you are. And not being sure if knowing that actually puts you in the upper hand. Not sure whether it's the first step, or whether it's actually taking a step back. School in 7 more days.. |
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