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Sunday, May 31, 2009 Go watch Fahrenheit 911 guys. I watched it last night and I was so baffled by the situation. Everything's a facade. I'm starting to feel lucky for taking history as a subject. It really opens up your eyes. And this is one case that is able to justify that "ignorance is bliss" is really just bullshit. http://www.freefullmovies.net/movies/watch.fahrenheit.9.11.movie.html Hmm.. the best source I can find. Saturday, May 30, 2009 ERM.. I think.. I got kicked instead ah. "Assess the value of doubt in today's modern society." (O.O) My hopes of getting into a better band are dashed. And the compre was killer ttm. WHERE GOT SUMMARY PUT AT QUESTION 3 ONE SIAO HAVEN'T WARM UP LAH. I wrote 102 words though so I think my summarizing skillz are superb! ... ly.. lack.. ing.. in something. On another note, L4D's starting to get boring. Which is a good thing? I want to train again. I can't make up my mind. Should've joined the competition today. Only 4 800m runners. -..- Could've gotten something albeit no glory. lol. Intervals intervals intervals intervals intervals Fartlek fartlek fartlek fartlek fartlek fartlek Circuit circuit circuit circuit circuit circuit circuit Timetrial timetrial timetrial timetrial timetrial "They say that we are defenders of any poseur or professional pretender around." Help me find an opiate for I cannot stand this perennial attack. Or perhaps, self-defence. I think there has been too much reverse psychology being practised. Oh the need to be more wary. At least there's dolphin to back me off things/people/topics. Heh. Wednesday, May 27, 2009 " I used to know all this and was at a top position - CEO? Then one day I had dropped the baton as it was being passed to me. I didn't see it then, but it turned out that getting fired from 'Apple' was the best thing that could've happened to me. The heaviness of being successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again, less sure about everything. It freed me." Bye blogger. See you on friday night after I kick physics and GP in the nuts. Tuesday, May 26, 2009 "If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you'll most certainly be right." I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself, "If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?" And whenever the answer has been "No" for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something. Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything - all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarassment or failure - these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. you are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart. There's only so much I can say. It's so tough? Hello? I need help? Monday, May 25, 2009 Ok. I hereby announce I finally understand the concept of projectile motion. After one freaking year. ._. One chapter down, nine more to go. Why the hell did I take fea-zeeks. "Again, you can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect your future. You have to trust in something - your gut, destiny, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life." Sunday, May 24, 2009 Oh. And this suddenly came to mind outta nowhere. (Y) And as I logged into this account, I wondered once again the purpose for this space. . . . . . Right now, I really don't know. Weekend flew and I have nothing to rant about. Nothing worthy to talk about, rather. Except that maybe the afternoon session to study with ben became a 7-hour L4D session from 3PM-10PM. HAHAHA. Morning run tomorrow, anyone? :D Wednesday, May 20, 2009 Yesterday, during PE, I learnt the true meaning of "You can bring the horse to the water, but not force it to drink the water." It's not I cannot. It's I can't be bothered to. But not being bothered to, is making me feel/think that I cannot. How can.... -.- Heh.. It's just too... tiring? ZERO incentive. On another satisfying note, guess I won. Woot. Though my timing sucks. Lol. 18 secs behind PB. Should've ran differently manz.. 4x400 tomorrow and I hope we can own. Esp that cb boi samuel wang. He so slackkkkkkk...... I hope we can stay below 4 mins? Heehee. Oh. And a very good luck to you. :D Tuesday, May 19, 2009 I'm thinking about the wrong thing at the wrong time. And I want to stay that way. It's usually more fun to be wrong. On another note. Freddie finally gave me his PSP. Shall try the contraption out. To keep me occupied. And tactic for later? Heehee I will gobble up one by one. I guess the only way to go to the front is to start from the back? DAMN. Adrenalin rush.. I should go off to school now. Sunday, May 17, 2009 Okay. I've counted to ten. I'll go take another bath. Prepare my notes. Then go down to mug. I'll come back by eleven. Get a good rest. Wake up early. And have a good morning run tomorrow. :) Planning works. But everyone knows not everything can be planned. That kinda sucks. Unless.. You shock me with something that's unplanned. Saturday, May 16, 2009 HAHA. Awesome. (: Wednesday, May 13, 2009 This is why I hate long term processes. The suspense that never leaves and eventually kills. When the light at the other end of the tunnel starts to appear. But stays at the same intensity after you cross a certain point. So much so that you won't even know which is the right direction to go. But you trek on. Because maybe. Just maybe. There's still hope. Which inceases as you go, but at a decreasing rate. Which is good enough, yet still sucks. Today I came late for the first time this year. :D And realised I did the wrong super-macro question for history. Cross campus after school. Helped to time-keep. And learned that you need to take so many precautions to make things go right. Even if it's the simplest of things. So many people got pissed off today. Haha. SHE'S GOT FUCKING LOW EQ LAH. (That should sum it all up.) Night study was.. tiring. And complex. (If you get what I mean.) The way back home was.. somewhat rewarding. I think I just spent 14 hours in school today. And I don't remember where I allocated the other 10 to. 20 minutes to midnight. Tuesday, May 12, 2009 Wow. I'm very amazed at the amount of sacrifice already evident. 400k fb poker. :D (Random) Being awake didn't show me what is right. It showed me what is left. Monday, May 11, 2009 "In Italy for 30 years under the Borgais they had warfare, terror, murder, bloodshed - they produced Michael Angelo, Leonardo and the Renaissance. In Switzerland they had brotherly love, 500 years of democracy and peace, and what did that produce? The cuckoo clock." HAHA. On my way to school today there was this ten(?) year old kid telling his younger brother about NS?? Wtshit right..... O.O And he went on to brag about how he'd die for the country and all. Hahaha. Totally made me feel a little shameful man. It's my turn to 'serve' the nation next year. So fast siah. Can't wait to be a MAN. But should there be war (CHOI), then dying can wait a lifetime. Like it's supposedly programmed to. :x I guess being gradual's the key thing here. When you stay stagnant on the floor for too long. Blood really slows down its flow. You shouldn't stand up too hastily because there's that sudden gush straight to the head. That overwhelming numb feeling challenging you to stay on balance. And you may even risk falling back down again. So you just sit down and feel contented. Yes.. On a freaking holi-day. And I just proved that I have been studying. Sunday, May 10, 2009 Wish I could tell digression from progression. That would save ALOT of time? and effort? O.O Like how some people study so much shit in just a few days but at the wrong time and so got shit results. How do I get to studying like I used to for Os?? The whole going solo thing. When a hiatus from social life is necessary and not feel like a sin. Haha. I've prolly mentioned that I'm someone who need wake up calls just to do better. Shit.. It was only sec 4 prelims that woke me up. And I barely made it to JC. It's the A's now. And I'm running out of wake up calls. Help. Saturday, May 9, 2009 I laughed myself to recovery. :D The stars will cry The blackest tears tonight And this is the moment that I live for I can smell the ocean air And here I am Pouring my heart onto these rooftops Just a ghost to the world That's exactly Exactly what I need From up here the city lights burn Like a thousand miles of fire And I'm here to sing this anthem Of our dying day For a second I wish the tide Would swallow every inch of this city As you gasp for air tonight I'd scream this song right in your face If you were here I swear I won't miss a beat Cause I never Never have before From up here the city lights burn Like a thousand miles of fire And I'm here to sing this anthem Of our dying day Of our dying day Of our dying day Of our dying.. For a second I wish the tide Would swallow every inch of this city And you gasp for air tonight From up here the city lights burn Like a thousand miles of fire And I'm here to sing this anthem Of our dying day I used to listen to this song alot on the way to sch. Now there's only an imaginary playlist in my head and lots to think about. I need my music. ._. Friday, May 8, 2009 There's a common story that circulates about "success and failure" that I'm curious as to its authenticity Did you fail 1000 times? Or have you just successfully found 1000 ways that won't work? There really is a difference. The idea is that even if you try and fail, it doesn't mean that you didn't learn something. So succeed to fail, to not fail to succeed. I will go fail tomorrow. :) Thursday, May 7, 2009 WTF WTF Do you know that if the ocean's made up of custard, you can walk across it?! And that buskers on the street who sing badly actually earns much more than good ones?! O.O (Sorry for my sudden inflow of random facts I think I kept them bottled up for too long.) LOL I remember watching his episodes as a primary school kid. It has always been damn funny and I enjoyed it SO MUCH IT WAS MY FAVOURITE SHOW Shit. If only my parents wouldn't ban the me from watching the TV. I'd prolly be much better at physics cuz of this. But noooooooo.. I'm still struggling for h1 physics. And I really think I've lost my J2 physics notes. ALL OF IT. Where the fuck did I put them.. AARGH. Anyway, guess I'll go back to school tmr despite having my MC. I know right? Got MC don't wanna use. Haha. Lol. Can already imagine Mrs Tan making fun of me tmr for being so stupid. Hmm.. Well, let's just say that I've got my reasons. :) Reason, rather. Yeah I'm burnin' bridges And makin' wishes. Wednesday, May 6, 2009 Today passed by pretty quickly. Went to the doc's to get MC and medication. 3 days MC = 6 days weekend. Woot. But what's the point if I can't even walk around much. Feel so weak for lying in bed for a few hours now. Lucky got laptop ah. Hmm. Me and Shane just had this conversation on how early some teachers reach school everyday. Mr Rajoo for one drives past the school gate by 6.15 without fail every morning. I know because I've seen him do that during morning runs in the past. The first time I saw him I was like WHOA.. Prolly wake up so early just to finish up slides or come up with worksheets for us. That is c.r.a.z.y. And all this just makes me reflect on myself as a student. My meds are making me drowsy. I should go off soon. Tuesday, May 5, 2009 Medicine is the best laughter I swear. And I need some (more) right now. I caught a flu over the past weekend and it's been so long since the last time I had a disease. (1,2 years? :D) Should I go to school tomorrow..? My throat hurts from sneezing. My nose run, my feet smell. (Okay read the previous line again.) On another note. Issac Lim bombarded us with some inspirational lines during PE. Which. I. can't. really. remember.. If only he said all this before nats. O.O Apart from his constant demand for the same answer from me. ("Be a good PE rep.") I think that he's not as irritating as we all have always assumed him to be. My table in class is getting lighter. But so is my brain. Two tests on thurs. I am so screwed. I think it's redemption. Monday, May 4, 2009 I aim to fullfill the destiny that I am destined to fulfill. But first. Back to the mundane life. I have still not started studying. I have tried to though. It did not work. I will try again. Late...r.. er.. Tomorrow. Meanwhile.. http://www.footytube.com/. :D (I miss cable tv.) I guess being interested in something doesn't always mean you'll be good in it. You still can't neglect hard work. This is the most least interesting part. And it's the part where I'm trying to be most skeptical about. Tomorrow I shall once again attempt to run on CJ's rectangular track. No amount of rain will stop me anymore. I hope. A needle in two haystacks. Saturday, May 2, 2009 I feel sooooo free. Have been going down to support CJ hockey/soccer/rugby team after school. Haha. It kinda sucks when I watch all these team matches and keep having that feeling that I wanna be in that team. That I should be in it. That I'd probably be happier if I was there? But yeah it's all too late and all I can do is wonder. Or perhaps.. do something about it? ^^ Frisbee competition today at ACSI. (Assuming I'm blogging before midnight.) Played for CJ team 2 and wow. I think we did better than we expected. 3 wins and a draw. :D Still in round robin and it'll commence again next sat. Woot. Tmr, streetsoccer at dolphin. :D With Ben, Iggy, Brandon all~ But at the end of the day, maybe even if I had joined team sports, I'd still prolly miss running individually? Sucha dilemma. It's time to study But I'm still not doing so. I have a plan: "I shall not study for so long, that I'll feel tired of it and start studying." - Idiot. A needle in the damn haystack.
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