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Monday, December 28, 2009 False pretense. People rank others in order of importance to themselves. And I hate this fact especially when it becomes so fucking clear and out in the open. The amount of time you spent with someone obviously no longer becomes proportionate to the amount of friendship you have with the person. And you may sense some paranoia here but I'm going to say it's got something to do with looks, reputation and pride. It's a world where hypocrites triumph with their friends-with-benefits. Where you see everyone disperse to where they really want to be. And if they can't, then well they'll settle with just anybody. I'm beginning to stop seeing genuine friendship in some people. And I only regret I didn't say anything when I've seen this before much much earlier. During this period of time I've really been able to sift out the true ones from the "true" ones. And oh my the results are pretty shocking. Hahah. Sunday, December 27, 2009 Let's trade shoes "I trusted you" is cold for "learn from your mistake" Pretty old song. But I guess the thing about old songs is that sometimes its lyrics never gets old. In my shoes just to see what it's like to be me I'll be you let's trade shoes Just to feel what it'd be like To feel your pain, you feel mine Go inside each others' minds Just to see what we'd find look at shit through each other's eyes Saturday, December 26, 2009 Deplead. ...because we're all human and sane (at least most of us) and each have our own disabilities and our own level of acceptance and power to fight the intangibles. Intangibles that tend to make us a lesser being compared to others when our realization is weaker, compared to others. But though we are similar in which we all need time.. not everyone has the same amount of patience. The patience that seem to inevitably diminish as we wait for more time to come and go by. Typed a chunkful and backspaced it all after it laid in my drafts for half an hour because doing that still worked wonders. But at times, there just seem to be too much to erase. And that is why the deleting is incomplete. . . . . Oh I must mention that I can stand many things but one which i can stand least for is egotism. Simply because the world needs peace and one way (I believe) is through acceptance. Heh. Thursday, December 24, 2009 . Thing is. Now I don't know if I actually want what I want. I don't know if I know what I want. Or is this just giving up? O.O Wednesday, December 23, 2009 Getting away with fraug. You know that math problem sum? Where the frog tries to get out of the well and climbs up 3 metres every night because it gets only 3 metres worth of energy every night to climb that 3 metres. And that it sucks because it has to fall down 2 metres by morning each day because the amount of non-friction decides it has to slide down 2 metres of slippery well wall? And so to conclude it only climbs up 1 metre every 24hours but doesn't give up because its freedom's at stake. Heard of it? Heard of it? Heh. Point is.. it teaches us that cliche. That you have to try inhumanely hard just to get what you inhumanely want because there always seems to be a force pulling you back regardless of its form such that you usually don't get everything at one try. People go at it many times and don't succeed. (Heck. I went at it for 6 years and didn't succeed. O.O) So, I guess desire does wear us out. Desire does suck our energy and absorb our efforts. It does eventually make you doubt your abilities to get what you want if you try long enough and still don't get it. Perhaps the suffering encourages you to give up. But....... When you think about it. And when you use what they teach us in schools : compare and contrast. Everything does seem a shade better. Because as tough as wanting something can be, aren't the people who suffer the most, the ones who don't even know what they actually want? Sunday, December 20, 2009 Yo ho ho HAHAHA wtf........ Xmas around the corner. Can't wait to see what happens. :D Wednesday, December 16, 2009 Fountain + liquid paper Pretend it's before midnight. You know, movie today was great. But it didn't beat the presence. (Y). Which reminds me. Thanks for the prezzy I'll take it as a subtle warning of what I've become or is becoming. Hahaha. (: You know when you said that you "needed a goodnight person", it struck me. Why do we need those? Aren't they a burden? Don't we hypothetically know that already? I can be one but I'm too damn lazy and forgetful and would prolly make you feel you wouldn't need them anymore. Hee hee. You know we exchanged all those stories today but none felt complete? Don't you think so? Encore maybe? For the sake of completion. Because I think everything needs closure. Really. And if it happens, its like compensation for all those nights where you don't sleep just because a few hours of thinking seemed like insomnia. You know, when I said I was "at the side", I mentioned that there're things the one in the middle already knew, But I don't know whether to act like its unknown. Since it's so fucking obvious why is it still inappropriate to be brought out right? (Then again, thanks for the present. Its like the answer to this lol~ ! :P) It's like conversations are just lies because we digress and beat about the bush. Lies because there's no motive. Questions feel like obligations they're no longer platforms for concern. Heh. And you know, you are great and I really think you are but please don't be rash hahah. Things are coming your way make the right decisions I hope you do the right thing. :D Like I said. Need. To complete. Stories. In the mean time, fill up the pages. And train hard. Remember my pokemon analogy HAHA. Monday, December 14, 2009 Teh life. High guys. Sat was great. Filled with soccer, soccer and more soccer. Watched Man U's lost @ Weihao's. Then he drove us to Yishun for Macs breakfast at 4am. And I remembered studying there at the very same time, but just about a month ago. And it made having breakfast there feel so much better. I was free! Sun was rot day. Except I managed to sift out GP notes that're still useful. Feel so tempted to bind them. Maybe I'll do that soon. Oh.. I should sift out those unwanted ones out too. Then I can burn them at the beach at 3am (should there be any upcoming chalet.) Just like what I did with Shauqi and his notes. Felt pretty damn good hahaha. It's another new week. And it's already packed. This is teh life. (Y) I like. Go see my fb status. Hints.* Friday, December 11, 2009 Bottles are meant to be broken. Woke up to this when I turned on the tv last week. (Y) Today I spent the whole day with the laptop. Such poor blood circulation's making me feel nauseous. Can't wait for tomorrow's remedy. Soccer. But most importantly, we're also meeting up to talk. I think I need that. Really badly. There's been a huge lack of updates (either way) so we'll do just that. Issues rise far too easy. Because people, over time, seem to change beyond repair. It sucks but it's the truth and when you tell them about it... then.. Okay.. maybe you just don't do that. Cause what if they don't accept it. Or what if you're wrong about them? After all, it's been over some time. Right? So then what? Wait some more? The situation just gets more awkward.. It feels like the feeling's still there and it's still the same as previously since it was strong. But it's not and no one admits. Sunday, December 6, 2009 Post. I actually feel bad for not going home for the past 2 days. Am over at Brady's. Dois sleeping beside him and he's using Brad's mini sofa as a blanket HAHA. They're snoring in sync. -..- ANYWAY. The past few days was crazyyyy. Heh. Not much to say for prom though. I guess pictures on fb would do all the talking. And now, it's like a whole new chapter of scheduled activities. . . . So far the holidays have been just like it ought to be. (Better than the other holidays in jc, obviously.) I'm just afraid I'd get tired of it so soon. Since there's still that A level guilt of not doing well. Though I must admit I should go do more soul-searching since I've more time now heh. Mundane life = mundane blog post / obituaristic blogskin. Can't help it. Hmm.. I don't know what else to say. So I will end this abruptly yet again. -.-
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