KHAI :D Ironically the Metaphor is a Pun.

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Tuesday, December 31, 2013 When darkness turns to light, 2013 ends tonight. Never knew it'd be this bad. 2 posts in the space of one year. What a way to represent how fast a year had gone by. Here goes nothing. I guess 2013 would be the epitome of what-ifs for me. Questions, questions.. and more questions. And throughout all that, one thing that's practically remained constant was the fact that there wasn't an answer to every goddamned uncertainty that throws itself upon whichever paths we took or are about to take in our lives. I've learnt that knowing more usually results in an expansion in the realm of the unknown. And it is the capacity to be able to live with the interminable nature of change, that ironically keeps my sanity. I remember stumbling upon a, "Would your life make a good film?" Honestly....? I think it'd receive at least a 4 outta 5 this time round. Lol @ 20 motherfucking 13. 20 motherfucking 13 marked a year of change, even though it was a continuation of my pseudo-unexpected gap year. (I've always had a hunch I'd be right where I am this year. You know.. as way of consoling myself.) Here're a few cliches; got a much stable part time job, which then became my full time one, met people I may or may have not met before and reestablished ties/rapport via conversations and common interests which didn't seem very plausible initially/after a fucking long hiatus from one another, and rediscovered a whole new level of tolerance, i.e. the fact that shit doesn't go your way and there's a way to find validity in such outcomes (by simply acknowledging the presence of evil in the world.. and no I do not believe in fate or that thing called destiny. I also love to exaggerate and am also incoherent whenever sarcastic). Started smoking, got into car accident as a passenger (obviously survived), lost two phones and just to sum things up even quicker, practically wasted money at places I'd never considered previously. And this calls for that 'prejudice' post-it on the unreachable spot on my back. Here's to being even more open-minded than ever about every single thing that's been going on around me, or to me. (Note how I slot that sentence in at the right time.) To being a prick to pricks and to unleash a wave of intolerance onto the intolerant souls that inevitably intertwine while they dwell on this gravitational, massive rock we all call home. Here's to giving the benefit of the doubt to oppositions I've always thought was clearly the dark side. And swallowing the fuck out of anything wrong that was happening. And lastly, here's to wanting to be back at square one. 2014 will be a beast. And perhaps by now, I may seem to have come across as somewhat distraught and reasonably drunk. But I assure you the perception of a mute platform can undeniably let the reader see and interpret a text only in a way they want to. I am okay. Just a little turned off by my euthanasia-deserving passion to return to this space regularly throughout 2013. If you may feel better, go ahead and imagine myself saying all the above verbally to you and a mutual friend at the outdoors of a pub, with a half-filled tower placed precisely in the middle of our round table and fluctuated surface levels of our aligned mugs. Condensed water trickling off the table onto my unlucky foot. And of course, a black ashtray filled with sticks the length of it's filters. The thought of summarizing the year always exhausts me. But I suppose some would argue for the therapeutic entities it possesses, if done right. Nonetheless, shall leave you with something I found online recently. Think it fills a vacuum called 'jadedness'. 'Monotony exhausts the life out of passion. The sparkles are ironed out by the repetitive work. Even if the work involves everyday being different, if everyday is similarly different, all works out to be similar. Naivety and fervent belief may go hand in hand but they will eventually burn.' To the upcoming bullshit in 2014, come at me bruhh.
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