KHAI :D Ironically the Metaphor is a Pun.

KHAI :D Ironically the Metaphor is a Pun.


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Tuesday, April 14, 2015 An increasing foresight is proportional to suffering. If it's untrue, maybe you haven't suffered enough. Well................. Hi. 3 more weeks to my first exam in idk how fucking long. Shit's getting real. I am appalled by the amount of time I've put into this nonsense and the non-corresponding amount of knowledge I've managed to retain in my brain. Its capacity is mediocre at best and that in itself is a burden to my life during this phase. Whenever I study at home though, and subconsciously catch a glimpse of my environment and the people living in it, I feel like I need to make a drastic change happen in the near future. It is tiring to maintain this drive towards that goal and yet I feel I do not deserve to feel this tired, it's been less than a year of hard work. This whole staying resilient thing is harder than I've expected but I MUST comprehend its dynamics lest I end up being the contradicting outcome to whatever I've constantly been preaching to myself in my very own mind. I abhor the idea that the potentiality of the latter occurring is still unsurprisingly large, at this juncture. Simply because it is detrimental to my forthcoming and whoever it is that's gonna remain in that perception of what life would eventually be like. I wonder, and then I wander even further until I realize what I really want is for the current wondering to stop. This phase. Near future. This juncture. Forthcoming. & Current. Is it not vehemently present ^, the incoherence of the timeline I have expressed via my thought process, in reflecting what I have otherwise perceived to be smooth sailing? Started this post off-the-cuff, trying to adopt some sense of chronology. Guess I fucked up.
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