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Friday, April 11, 2014Be scissors.How do you know when to stray away from the status quo? How do you weigh opportunities that pass by without knowing the full potential outcome of each and every one of them? Don't we deserve to analyse before we succumb to that one choice? Everyone prefers calculated risks to leaps of faith. Right? Or am I the only one who thinks that? I... love how this post portrays my lack of confidence in my decision making, while the previous post summarizes my strong belief on choosing whatever the fuck I want because that decision will still land me somewhere good in life no matter what, sooner or later. It's one thing to decide as a third party, and another to experience the burden of opting for a choice, directly. The level of adrenalin that affects you is not negligible. All I can say is, it's been awhile since I fought for whatever I wanted (I.e my dreams).. simply because I've found it appalling to fight for something with such low probabilities of occurring or becoming true. That has been my stand and it resulted in my subconsciously becoming more content with life's puny lemons. But when you lay low for too long, you start to feel that something's missing. Puny lemons just aren't good enough in the long run anymore. You have to start making plunges to attain what you deem will make you happiest. Bearing in mind of course that if it doesn't play out, you'll just end up hurting yourself. I'm pretty sure anyone that's put in this same contentious position wouldn't just, sit back and dwell in low expectations and cheap contentment forfuckingever? There's no thrill to compensate for the adrenalin and curiosity that one compiles in waiting. Meh. 'Curiosity kills cats', they say, and human beings apparently were undeserving of even a slight mention in that phrase. So.... We must've been doing something right! Yes? I am assuming we thrive when we indulge in our quest for answers that lie beyond a sea of choices here. Do back me up lol. But if you don't, I get it... There has been suggestions that leaps of faith kinda = suicide.. Therefore we deserve to hesitate before turning a knob, don't we? We deserve to wait and see if the doors may just go away after awhile, or if there's a better door out there that arises in future. We'll all wait.. but.. this would be only up to the point where our minds get restless and begin sending surges of 'budge-you-motherfucker-or-we're-all-fucked-for-eternity..' This turmoil plagued with having the need to do the right thing at the right time would easily bug the fuck out of anybody. Everything seems really routine until a row of unopened doors present themselves to you. All we can do at such short notice is shiver and over time, warm our minds to once again reason with logic. We are weak in dealing with the uncalled for. We shiver like Tourette's patients. And such seizures.. would cease for sure, the moment we manage to become seizers. Holy fucking mother of irony. |
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