KHAI :D Ironically the Metaphor is a Pun.

KHAI :D Ironically the Metaphor is a Pun.


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Saturday, August 25, 2012 Paint full summary. Summary is crucial, isn't it? (Pardon my long posts.) It's where you fucking reflect. It's where you squeeze the whole sequence of all things that're currently all jumbled up, right smack into one tight mind-map, in an order as chronological as possible. Then naturally as you reflect, feelings start to appear in a fugue of optimism (towards what you foresee in the future) and pessimism (towards the potentiality of failure, reappearing never-endingly in your life despite the better preparations, realistic expectations even.). Mistakes fucking happen. And when you summarise mistakes, it is usually, overwhelming. So then I guess, feeling overwhelmed is the climax in this orchestra. I remember talking about the comparison conspiracy - incredible (not credible) self-theory I proclaimed I came up with - some time ago. Where whenever you feel like you've lost the world, just compare yourself to others that have probably lost two worlds, and just as they managed to regain one of them back, in the process, just lost another three ( I exaggerate but I hope you get the point.). Thing is, no matter how shit you feel, there will always be someone who has the entitlement to feel worse than you. And for the sake of being considerate/sensitive, you DO NOT show blatantly that you feel worse than a person who is obviously doing worse off than you. It is not impossible to suffer in silence. And I'm not saying I've conquered the world, but I've done it most of my life (suffer in silence), and I don't feel like it's a superficial front/facade I'm putting on when I smile and laugh and give a fuck about life. It is genuine happiness whenever I am around friends. I forget problems. I fucking move on. (Or show that I am trying to.) Not indulge in pain and make it seem like I'm stuck forfuckingeversoohGodpleasehelpmeI'mstucktotheground.. And oh. One day, when you finally move on. Please control your happiness. Once again, be considerate to the people who are still genuinely trying to feel better and have been overtaken by your sudden ability to regain puzzle pieces to your jigsaw. Maybe up till today, 'humility' still isn't a characteristic others get easily turned on by, but imo, what I know is, showboating/boasting happiness is just, simply, disgusting after awhile. So stop. And if by now, you still insist that I blogged this out because I'm just a jealous fuck desperate for your/other's happiness then well, my friend, you're missing out on the whole point here. Wake the fuck up. Soccer later. Therapy.
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