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Monday, May 9, 2011Sometimes I see it, sometimes, I just don't.Day 379. The opposite of a correct statement is a false statement. But the opposite of a profound truth may well be another profound truth. My life is different now. I guess when you succumb to Adaptation and abide by its rules it slowly swallows you up and gives you what you want, eventually. That freedom and fearlessness after Adaptation spits you out of itself and you land straight back on your feet. Convinced you're never gonna be bothered again. That night as I was laying by those anonymous bodies, I swore I'd try my best to turn this around. Signs are showing. That I've been able to hook onto something, and that what's left to do is to reel it in. I love blessings in disguise because of its outcomes. But the thing about disguises is that you become somebody people dont want you to be or never thought you'd ever be able to be. And when you prove them wrong, there's just this moment of disbelief and disapproval sometimes. A moment of subtle violation and wrongdoing. Of guilt and pain. And then hunger. Hunger to regain what you've lost. But weakened hunger. Like a lion stabbed by the horn of an antler that just lost its consciousness. Turning's probably the easier part. Maintaining the turn's the challenge. |
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