Because too much failure has occurred in my life.
And it'll be great to start from square one.

I know I know.. People will always say that mistakes are inevitable in life.
And from them we learn.

But.. too many mistakes in a row just breaks people down.
At least it breaks me down slowly, but (I postulate)... surely.

I've had some successes, yes.
But they're all in the wrong field.
I'm prolly successful because society deems that particular achievement to be a success.
But personally, I don't think I've succeeded.
Because to me, being happy is success.

So yes guys.. Foresight.
Then I'll be able to tell if I'm actually gonna be happy when i attain something.
Then I can tell if I'm eventually gonna fail at whatever I'm currently doing.
Then I know what to focus on and what not to waste blood, sweat and tears on.

Guess what. At the end of the fucking day, we're all mere mortals. Fuck our lives.