Day 282 and still counting. The amount of knowledge and life-long skills I've obtained has surpassed my expectations and is continuously growing even more. As much as I'd like to hate this fact since all these are somewhat forced, I've actually managed to fully accept this buffer from reality and am really grateful for the growth it has given me.

At the start of OCS there was this really short self-reflection thingy and the question given to trigger our thoughts was "What/Who do I want to defend?"

And so I wrote..

"What is of most importance to me would be the people who have made any impacts (Especially positive ones) on my life and hence this would be my criteria for what I would want to defend.

As cliche as this would sound, it is inevitable that the people I place highest importance to defend would be my family. For they are the ones responsible for my upbringing and have set in me, the roots for me to become who/what I am today. They are the joy, the support and at times even the source for the angst and sadness. But we all make mistakes, we all eventually forgive each other, and we all eventually move on, stronger..

Next, would be the people whom I have forged unbroken friendship ties with. For they are the catalyst to my growing up. For without them, I would have no mistakes to learn from, and no judge for my mistakes. These people have let me experience a plethora of feelings, whether expressible or not, that I have learnt to either indulge in, or control to the best of my abilities......................................"

And of course I wrote more but I'm too lazy to type it all out..... ^.^V

Nonetheless, all these brings me to one of my more easier said than done New year resolutions : To continue putting in my best effort and play a part in defending the country and my loved ones, to the best of my abilities.

(Who the fuck would've known someone like me'll come up with something like that. Go figure.)




Peace.

The absence of school I must say would be one of the biggest changes in 2010. It was a drastic one cause I felt like I'm one of the only few people that moved on into another phase in life. As mentioned before, it was like being thrown once again into another part of society where you meet even more people.

And to make it even worse, its not everyday I get to meet up to catch up. But at least I still see some effort in some. And it's what keeps me going for awhile.

In 2010 there wasn't much freedom for me to play around with. And so I guess there isn't as much to recollect as compared to previous years.

That's it then. Peace is really incoherent. For now at least.




New Year Resolution : Resolutions maybe?