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Friday, January 1, 2010When darkness turns to light, 2009 ends tonight.Finally, at last, I no longer have a single new year resolution that contains a "I must make sure I will study harder this coming year". (Y) At least that's one lie less. 2009 wasn't terrible. But it COULD HAVE BEEN so much better. But hey, it was an A level year. So I guess that sums up the reasons for that share of negativity and pessimism I never seem to be able to shake off? In 2009 I feel I've really grown alot inside. Though I may always put up a playful, fun facade up in front, I think I've actually learnt to be much more serious and firm about many things. I've met more people, all who are different in personality, who each have their own way of going through life and so sometimes you gotta let go though you really feel what they're doing isn't right. I've learnt that you don't always reap what you sow but you've gotta always try to be a perfectionist if you want something so badly. To always have to aim for 200%. And if you fail then at least you get a 100%. Its already 2010 and I swear I felt this tingly feeling inside of me just as the clock stroke 12 just now. With the trackers, whom I counted down with, I was probably already too tired to wave my hands flambuoyantly or continually shout "Happy new year" consistently for 5 minutes. But perhaps deep down, I really am excited about the coming new year. Or maybe just excited that 2009 has become past. I don't expect much this coming year. (I mean what's there in army right?) Because expecting too much has been a mistake last year. This year I prefer to take things slow, let time run as it should and just enjoy the moments that are worth enjoying. In 2009 I've learnt to adapt to changes. This year, I'll just continue doing so. Hope you guys had a great time counting down. Hope you guys shun the worst of things and take with you the best things from 09. Here's to fulfilling resolutions that don't turn meaningless once you've completed them. Here's to 2010, and all the shit that it will bring with it. Happy new year :D |
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