Saturday, April 18, 2009
Top 5 for 800m. Guess I'll just have to live with that. It still hurts when I think about it. But I guess she's right. This is why this sport is so beautiful. It has it's unexpected moments. One wrong move, and you lose out. Yesterday morning I experienced so many feelings, learnt so much and pushed like I never did before.
I only wonder why I did not achieve a new PB. Maybe 6 years ain't enough. Or perhaps I was simply unlucky. Nationals is still in it's midst. There's still that damn four times four relay and that thousand five finals.
I will still fight.
And to you, I'm starting to hate worthless conversations. The after effects drain the shit out of me.
Sigh.. Give me a fucking sign.
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