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Saturday, April 11, 2009It's so hard to chance upon a good piece of material to read.It's always "Oh I've read something along these lines before." or simply "Okay this sucks. Give me back my time." Well, Google is good. But too good. So I tried to bloghop randomly instead and found this without having to press the "Back" button even once. (: Today when I was walking to my grandma's house whilst smoking a cigarette ( I quit quitting ) There was this bee on the ground on its back trying to get up and I could tell it was struggling. I was contemplating whether I should put it out of it's misery cause it would only take 5 seconds, I would've crushed its head with my foot. I mean I don't really know how it works but I think would take 5 seconds cause I know a roach takes ten days to die cause it go on without It's head and eventually die of hunger. Whatever. Point is I wanted to put it out of it's bad trip but then again, I could tell it really wanted to live Cause it was doing whatever in it's power to stay alive. It was fluttering it's wings hoping it'd push it up, maneuvering like a what a breakdancer would look like on a dance floor But like the failure version of it. So then I thought maybe I should just help it and flip it back up. But then I thought of how it might alert it's horde of bees to come attack me in it's poor defense of touching it When I was merely trying to help and my intentions would be misunderstood. So I walked away and I felt really guilty cause I didn't take a chance to trust it. & then I thought about how it's an animal and it's reactions are predictable. & then I thought about how us humans. How we're so lucky to be given the choice to take the time and access the situation and act right. But how it's become so rare that we do that anymore. And how we've been raised to have so little faith in humanity. Guess I still need to learn how to capture the chain of thoughts that often flutter right by me, and try to remember them. Who knows, it may lead to serendipity. |
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